Friday, March 26

Fuckta!!

It says that it is a fact that:-

Today is actually
Yesterday's tomorrow and
Tomorrow's yesterday!.

It is also said that
If U take A Dollar from ur wallet between yesterday and tomorrow
U have lost a dollar and gain something from tomorrow's yesterday
And found nothing for yesterdays tomorrow
and
Wondering next for todays tomorrow!!

Thursday, March 25

Ponder??


Have you ever face a dream that have kind of a scary flow.
I have. It was just about a couple of minutes ago!
Basically, It's kinda shocking actually.

The story happens like this:-

Basically me and my a few of my friends were out for the night and we were and a beautiful place. I don't even know what is the place called but i can bet ya'll that IT is BEAUTIFUL. So, my friends and i had great fun. It was like a party some sort but an open one!!We were at the 2nd floor(in terms of G level and 1st level).Yea. We were at the 2nd level just enjoying the night under the full moon.

Through all the fun, suddenly a few people which includes some of my friends fell off the 2nd floor and onto the G level. How did they fell. Actually the edge of the floors are basically being placed a glass border. The border broke people leaning on it fell(which includes some of my friends. It was a tragedy. none survive the fall and a few teams of paramedics came an hour after the incident. When it happened, I was only able to see my friends fall as i wasn't near them and could not save them. There was 12 of them had died that night. I was left hanging as I was in a traumatize state. I could not say anything, I was stun by the incident. My face was showing null emotions. I kept quiet and sat by the side-looking at the bodies that lay on the floor and the spurring blood that drip on the floor. Silence. A paramedic took wrap me in a towel and took me outside. They checked my eyes and asked some questions but i barely answered any of them. Slowly, I looked upon the bodies that we wrapped in a black zipped bag which are being carried into the ambulance for hospitals examination and clarification. I was then sent back home. I could not sleep that night. In fact I took the courage and urge my way to the place of incident. I was emotionless till now. The area was covered with 'Police Line. Do Not Cross' tags. I walked into the center where the fall took place and after a few minutes I broke down to tears.

After that, it took me 2-3 weeks to recover(I think-as it didn't say how long..just assuming). During that moment, I was going through my life in an ordinary way, when all of a sudden I eventually saw the shadow of my friend down a small alley. I was shocked with the appearance. This friend of mine was looking at me in a smiling face. My friend approached to me and said that it was a moment that my friend would never forget. My friend said that the life she's going through is lonely but happy. My friend was going through a normal life although speaking to the loved ones was not possible now but having the chance to look and be among them makes it a wonderful moment. My friend did told me that the others that fell during the night are going through the same situation and they too accepted what has happened. They were glad that they still have their loved ones alive and well. To them, now they are the guardian of their family and this time its eternal. Before we went our separate ways, my friend did told me that do come and visit them as I am the only one who understands them and my friend said "Thank You & keep it safely."

I was speechless of what happened during that moment and I went to the wall and leaned my body against it and took a sit. Finally i remembered that the night i came and visit the place of incident, I found a ring that belongs to my friend and that ring was found by me. My friend knew that the ring did not lose its way in fact was now in safe hands.

*I woke up sitting on my bed after that*-yup..That's my dream..quite shocking isn't it..!!CREEPY!!

A L0nely Stranger


I am just a stranger
Walking across her dreams
Gazing at her beauty
Seeing her as the way it seems
With the blue pupils in her eyes
Makes her glow above the beautiful skies

I am just a stranger
Looking at her from a distant space
Avoiding her before her eyes
As she has such a beautiful grace
Soft skin and wonderful smile
Lights up a dark alley for several miles

I am just a stranger
Looking upon those lips
As a silent whisper blows by
Knowing being with her are shameless fibs
An angel as sweet as doves
Showering us with present from the above

I am just a stranger
Having a glimpse of her across the street
Looking at her for as long as I can
Burning my soul with every moment of it
As she sips her coffee, reading a newspaper
Making an impression towards all the ponders

Taking my breath slowly and calm
Having thoughts in mind
Who is she?Will I ever know?
As I am a stranger
With a lonely heart that never glow..




Thursday, March 18

Expression of the mind.

Its here...again..
The examination week is here..DAMN..
Wanna face it as soon as possible but afraid to face it.
Wanna get done with it but inferior of the marks
Wanna be in the exam hall but scared due to lack of preparation.

HOHOHO..

When will this feeling ever end..

EXAMS..exams..exams..
Why are you so hard
'Read carefully and answer'-how is this quote possible when you dont have a damn idea on how to answer..Hell yes!!its so not true.

Time to study mr dummy..hahhahaha..
Its just a crap of whats in mind

A Silent Sleeper

Hey to 'you'..Whoever you may be..You Know who you are..

Have you ever wondered about me?
Definitely NOT!!

Ever wondered how you live in my mind and in my dreams
You are the light through the dark.
You are my joy through the sorrow.
You are the best part of who I am.
You are my everything!!
BUT

:::When you :::

Let go of me, I fall down to the lowest ground.
Left me alone, I was paralyze.
Say 'I dont need You' - I was shot with a gun
Met another guy, I was stab by the back
Say goodbye, I was already dead.
Kiss the other guy, I am nothing.
Told me we were friends, I was partly cured
When you never told me anything, I was in a shattered mess
:::This may:::
-sound stupid-..

+++HOWEVER+++

My heart misses you
Wants to see you
My heart sees you
But can barely touch you
My heart feels you
But you are so far away..

Let it be of what's left of it..
The want shall never sees the need

Let the one be just only an admirer from a distance
And holds his beautiful thoughts of you as a

[SILENT SLEEPER]


Tuesday, March 9

Who I am

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I want to break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

Nothing makes sense
Nothing makes sense anymore
Nothing is right
Nothing is right when your gone.
I'm losing my breath
I'm losing my right to be wrong
I'm frightened to death
I'm frightened that I won't be strong

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

I'm shaking it off
I'm shaking off all of the pain.
Breaking my heart
Breaking my heart once again

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

Are you gonna love me

I want someone to love me
For who I am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad?
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For who I am

Wednesday, March 3

STOP blaming other's

Well, it seems nowadays each and every day the heat is rising up on poor mother earth. Hurmm, Who are the parties tha should be blamed upon this 'scorching issue'..It is basically none other than ourselves. The reason is because, we are always on the verge of advancing the country with all sorts of advanced technology and high equip buildings in order to keep up with the wave of transformation of new era and generation.

Trees are being cut down as high rise building stand tall among us. This actually contributes to the heat hence giving us a very hot climate. A torrid day evokes all of us to the land of the dessert. Where is the cooling and suitable weather??It has already struck each and everyones mind about the condition of the weather but what are we doing to help in solving this issue..All complaint, no action does not solve the matter. Stop blaming others and lets put our shoulders together in overcoming this problem..Lets MAKE a CHANGE.

CHANGE our attitude
LOOK for the best solution.
STOP being a self-centered person
THINK of our future generations and what's to come.

We are humans, GOD's best creation. We are given the most precious and valuable item and all we got to do is use it wisely. We got to work our minds. Stop pointing fingers as it does not solve anything..

HAVE THE MENTALITY OF A HUNTER, NOT THE MENTALITY OF THE HUNTED

So, lets all together hold hands, put on the thinking cap and repair the damage done towards

MOTHER NATURE!!